Dreams Believed are Dreams Achieved: November 2008

3,6,9,(12),15,18

A few interesting things about myself, that I have strung 2gether. Haphazardly, but non the less relatively.

I was born on the 6th of the month of the 7(6)th year.

my forebears come from a small Island named "third" (in English translation)

My grand mother, whom I idolized (and still do) was

born on the 12 day of the 12 month of the 12 year.

I met my girlfriend on the 12 day of the 12 month, who's birthday is on the 9th. and if you subtract my girlfriends year 1983 of birth from mine 1976 you get 93 and 9+3 = your guessed it (12)

her address 261 =9

even the last four digits of her phone # = 12

The last condo I lived in was suit 831 (that =12)

The condo I now own is 2109 (that=12)

I live on the 21st floor which is just a reversed 12

no, maybe not, add them up you still get three!!!

my parents house which, I lived in for (16) years, was 243 (that=9)

Three has always been my favorite number (I've used it in everything, in every possible combination)

now it's 12

There are probably many more

of these mathematical occurrences through out my life,

but those are straws I yet have to grasp at!! ( not that I could

possibly have any more time on my hands, I just wouldn't want to obsess or any thing like that!!!

what is the date 2day? 11/28, well, would you look at that

it adds up to (12)

Friday, November 28, 2008

IT TAKES ONE TO KNOW ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BE HONEST!!!

because, you 2 were tiny and afraid.

It brings to mind, how many of us actually remember our child hoods, how much and what do you remember?

what is your earliest memory?

what is your fondest?

and were they memories or dreams and how much has been diluted by time or continuing experience?

.....and how much of it would we believe?

GODBLESSTHEBLOG

Thursday, November 27, 2008

RATHER DIE FREE, THEN TO LIVE ENSLAVED

(the Azorian coat of Arms)

(the inscription is the title of the blog)

Azores is an archipelago smack in the middle of the Atlantic Ocean located 1,300 kl west of Portugal,an autonomous region of that country.

(autonomous means that we are part of Portugal, but that we are self governed as well)

(Luis Teixeira map of the Azores (c.1584)

History Indicates that These jewels of land were discovered

in 1427. With the exception of Santa Maria, the Azores are Volcanic in Nature. Periodic eruptions and earthquakes have devastated Island settlements throughout history. The average temperature in winter is 14 c and in the summer it is a very comfortable 23c.

Terceira Island was the third Island to be discovered, and its name literally means "Third Island". It was originally called the Island of Jesus Christ and was first settled in 1450.

Terceria is also the Island that my Parents, grandparents, and great grand parents were born and raised on. I was Born in Toronto, Canada, but spent the first years of my life there from about 3mths old to the age of 4. My fondest and greatest memories are there. The first flavours of fruit, fresh and ripe from the trees. The all consuming, opening of my senses,thought, and self awareness brought to life, with just a mouth full of fresh mint, from my grandmothers garden. my first yellow lollipop. My first big, red balloon, of which I "still" remember the smell and texture. The elevating aroma of the Ocean filling, my tiny nostrils. Giant, GIANT, Fluffy clouds, which I was convinced that, if I merely reach out far enough from my stroller, I could touch them. I was never able to(not for lack of trying), but they certainly touched me. The Ocean is absolutely inescapable there, of which I remember now as one of my first impressions of the world. absolutely inescapable!!!

Azorian flag. Nine stars for nine Islands.

The Islands were named the Azores, or "hawk Islands" by the Portuguese for the number of Hawks and Falcons found there.

The total population of the Azores in 1993 was 237,800. the spares population is scattered through out the Islands. Azorian emigration to North America has been a major factor in Azorean history, economy, and culture. Beginning in the 19th century when Islanders joined the crews of American whaling ships, large numbers of Azorians have emigrated to the United States and Canada. By the 1990's, more Azorians resided in North America than in the Archipelago.

It was a life shattering earthquake totaling every thing that propelled my parents, to emigrate to Canada. The fact that I had a Canadian citizenship, furthered the expedient transfer of my Family and I. Talk about making the best out of adversity, although I can't help wondering, what my life would have been like, if we had stayed to clean up that mess. The last time I visited, I was thirteen. The next time I visit, I sure hope that there is a persuasion compelling enough to bring me back.

www.theazoresislands.blogspot.com

.......AND I AM NOT YOU!!!!!!

NOW IMAGIN FOR A MOMENT,...... IF YOU CAN................THAT YOU WERE.......ME!!!!!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

DREAMS DREAMT

PICTURES

TAKE

PICTURES

((((((TAKE))))))

When moments are captured by the technologies given to us, from the great Kings and Wizards of our modern Empires, and these moments are abandoned to drown in the shady, and fickle corridors of memory. When my time has all but Vanished, I hold dear these visions of dreams now. For I having had dreamt these dreams, not only would I have seen, but I had lived. And these dreams are my gifts for the Kings and Wizards of the Empires yet to come.

I BELIEVE:

IN THE FOUR CARDINAL

VIRTUES

TEMPERANCE PRUDENCE

FORTITUDE AND JUSTICE

......AND THAT LIVING IS DIEING, THEY ARE ONE.

WHEN YOU GIVE YOURSELF A DEAD LINE, YOU ARE PRONED TO DO MORE GOOD THINGS WITH YOUR TIME, AND TO BE MORE GRATEFUL FOR WHAT YOU'VE BEEN BLESSED WITH.

4GIVE MY INNOCENCE......

PERPETUAL SOUNDLESS BREAKING.

.......OF SILENCE CAME FRUITE BARING LIFE, THAT SWUNG FROM TREES AND IN TIME GREW WISE ENOUGH TO SLAUGHTER THEM DOWN. THE MEANS TO THEIR END WAS THE SOUNDING OF TRUTH. THRUTH BORN OF BOUNDLESS LIES. LIES THAT DREW MADNESS FROM LOGIC, FOR I AM HE. HE WHO ONCE GRASPED AT FIGMENTS OF SELF, AND NOW IN FULL AWARENESS BECOME DEEPENED WITH DOUBT.

FOR GIVE THY FATHERS.

SHED THE BETRAYAL OF LIGHT, TO BE CONSUMED BY HEAVENLY FIRES. CHILDREN SPEAK, THAT TIME REPLACES INNOCENCE

WITH CONTEMPT FOR

LIFE.

THE GIFT OF A VAST AWAKENING ONLY TO BE USHERED ONTO AN ENDLESS SLEEP. THIS I HEAR AS

TRUTH.

TRUTH FOR I KNOW NO ABSENCE OF

HEAVEN.

MOSES B4 DEATH

Shaven Black Sheep and Reluctant Sunrises

I used to have long hair!!!

This I did a few Months ago.........

Then this.....

Now, this is pretty much where it's at!

Oh and now that we are flogging at feeble Vanity, here is another little tid-bit to munch on!!!!!

My body is a receiving beacon. A catcher of dreams. A satellite collecting residuals of energy, unacquainted by those overcome by sleep. It is to say that at night the empowering energy that ignites such a brand of vivid and imaginative creativity in me; is amplified, then funneled, filtered, and harnessed by the intuitiveness of my mind. It is a sobering, at times even a jolting force that compels me into such forbidden hours of the night. While the majority of people are slumbering in the warmth and safety of their sacred domiciles, wrapped in lucid, torrid, sometimes blissful or immemorial, and forgotten dreams; I am conjuring, contemplating...... Creating. It is as though the subconsciousness of those partly immersed (in what seems to be an unseen parallel world) are either emitting or simply failing to make use of and abundant and mystical power. It is as if your dreams, seep into an unexploited crevasse of my soul, that desires to be replenished and reborn by day. The omnipotent darkness its self conducts, what appears as a flow of power ( much like electricity through a copper wire) that gravitates to my very own consciousness. This entitles me to cannel an endless stream of profound thought and imagery. This awakened dream propels emotions, towards the surfacing light. As day forever chasing night past the hemispheres

of reverent awareness.

The Night is My Shepherd, I Will Fallow where it Leads.......

Moses B4 Death.

This is probably why I can't get my ass out of bed in the morning, and why my tan from Cuba is so freaken faded.....Ahh well, you win some you loose some!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Welcome to the Awareness of Me

I have a deep and invested interest in:Political Science, Industrialization, Sociology, Theory and Philosophy in regards to Media and History, as well as The Ever Increasing deterioration of our environment.

Basically, I care about significant world issues, and the true reality of our existence here on Earth

........ and before you brand me, I would just like to say on my own behalf that I am not a scholar, and I do not claim to know every thing.-- or any thing at all for that matter-- I am merely a student of life!!! I sit around and read stuff, watch documentaries instead of T.V. Research points of interests, pass them on to whom ever cares to listen...... and most Importantly I listen to those who care.

I am out to find the Truth, before it finds me!!!!

(In spite of all the pain it shall surly cause!!!!)

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Not only have you been lucky enough to be attached since time immemorial to a favored evolutionary

line, but you have also been extremely--make that miraculously--fortunate

in your personal ancestry. Consider the fact that for 3.8 Billion years, a period of time older that the Earth's mountain and rivers and Oceans, every one of your forebears on both sides has been attractive enough to find a mate, healthy enough to reproduce, and sufficiently blessed by fate and circumstances to live long enough to do so. Not one of your pertinent ancestors was squashed, devoured, drowned, starved, stranded, stuck fast, untimely wounded, or otherwise deflected from its life's quest of delivering a tiny charge of genetic material to the right partner, at the right moment in order to perpetuate the only possible sequence of hereditary combinations that could result eventually, astounishingly, and all too briefly--------in you!!!

.....To Feel Her, Within, ME.....

I can see my children in her eyes!!! A cute little girl with jet black, curly hair and soft brown eyes, a tiny Em that could make daddy laugh with her silly little antics,....just like mommy does...I think if Em and I were to ever have a daughter, it would be like getting to know Emeleen twice.

....and we both could give her all we never had, as children. We could be the coolest mom and dad on earth!!!

I have had many goals in my life and sad to say have failed at many of them. However there has not been a dream, that I have had, that I did not attain, by reaching out high enough.

I began this blog Insisting that if (any reader that may) want to know the owner of these words; that they would first have to know of my precious Em!!

In telling all about myself, I believe that I would first have to begin with my essence, and the reason and purpose for all I do!

BIG BANANA LOVES YOU, MONKEY!!!!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

... Penetration is a part of Life ....

Perhaps some day, I could Impregnate my sweet little monkey, and we to will be poppin out little Khalaf's.........(well I guess they would be Little Leals to..) depends if she plays her cards right!!!....RIGHT..??..... and.. and, we may even get married and all that, Junk.............(wink, wink)