Dreams Believed are Dreams Achieved: May 2009

4GIVE my INOsenCE..............

PERPETUAL SOUNDLESS BREAKING.............................................

.......OF SILENCE CAME FRUITE BARING LIFE, THAT SWUNG FROM TREES AND IN TIME GREW WISE ENOUGH TO SLAUGHTER THEM DOWN. THE MEANS TO THEIR END WAS THE SOUNDING OF TRUTH. THRUTH BORN OF BOUNDLESS LIES. LIES THAT DREW MADNESS FROM LOGIC, FOR I AM HE. HE WHO ONCE GRASPED AT FIGMENTS OF SELF, AND NOW IN FULL AWARENESS BECOME DEEPENED WITH DOUBT.

FOR GIVE THY FATHERS.

SHED THE BETRAYAL OF LIGHT, TO BE CONSUMED BY HEAVENLY FIRES.

CHILDREN SPEAK, THAT TIME REPLACES INNOCENCE

WITH CONTEMPT FOR

LIFE.

THE GIFT OF A VAST AWAKENING ONLY TO BE USHERED ONTO AN ENDLESS SLEEP. THIS I HEAR AS

TRUTH.

TRUTH FOR I KNOW NO ABSENCE OF

HEAVEN.

Saturday, May 9, 2009

From lullaby's to Goodbyes!!

It's all in the MiX!

I can't believe you even did that.......! : (

MISTAKES

I suppose mistakes are like people, there are just so many different kinds. In fact it is absolutely astronomical how many little or big things can go wrong.

Some thing seemingly innocent you do today may come back and haunt you months down the line.

It is a matter of fact that we all make them, and it is more about how we handle our faults, then it is to have them. I am more than certain that there is an accepted margin for error in all our daily lives, and it is that very acceptance of our own down falls and the tolerance of others that defines us. Depending of course on what it is you had to loose for messing up!

APOLOGIES

I have always believed that a truly sincere apology, is one that took some time of reflection and repentance. Simple immediate " I'm sorries", never won me over. Groveling was never my cup of tea, (regardless of what end of it I'm on!!!) All be it, that it is the socially acceptable form of finding reconciliation between individuals caught at such a discord. With a simple "SORRY"! all is well. (Better than nothing I suppose!!)

What we should strive for is that every one at least confront their short comings, admit their wrongs, and give a heart felt "I'm SORRY" (after giving it some long thought of course)

FORGIVENESS

......................... you don't get unless you ask, and even then it depends on how bad you messed up!

LIVE MUCH?!

WHY?

Is IT OUR reverence of self that denies US the abandonment of all hope. GOD is never more present then in the failing of our very flesh. The name of GOD is never more profoundly spoken then when it is shrouded in merciless pleading. In the depths of the very moment of OUR confrontation with OUR Mortality, The inevitable presents IT'S self a midst OUR fading memories. When the bellowing silence consumes OUR shattered, and fragmented minds, WE merely aspire for a voice, to beckon a word that may evoke the hidden apparition that WE had believed had been ever present through out OUR lives, never demanding of US, and never denying a worldly thing. When darkness conveys IT'S sole intent to dominate all IT touches. Assuming IT'S eternal and right full place with in US. A final fleeting breath, feels strangely familiar, only to be compared to OUR first. GOD is never more present then when IT is not needed, for we never really wanted IT, and not now, not in the first compelling truth to have graced US.

Silence will be broken, answers will be given, truth will be revealed, however IT would not have served YOU in life, as IT does not at this moment. For the Truth of truths is, all that YOU never, ever wanted to hear, and IT is now! The answer that comes from YOUR soundless screams and motionless struggle is that very same question YOU your self asked, before YOUR breath had betrayed YOU, before so much had been demanded of YOU, before YOU had been denied EVERY worldly THING. WHY?

Friday, May 8, 2009

Truth Fears No Question

I am merely a vessel that time passes through in the form of consciousness !!!!! A testament to a death so slow that it gives way to emotion and life!!! I was given perception in place of truth, and an inner universe to preside over!!! Light is the answer to all questions!!!

Expelling The Light

We give it all far more meaning then there really is.

but if we didn't it would fade away.

if it faded away, we would be left with only Desire!

There is but one primary emotion in life: DESIRE:

- (Fear) Desire to live

- (hunger) Desire to eat

- (loneliness) Desire to love

- (love) Desire to Give

- (sadness) Desire to be Happy

- (Happiness) Desire to Share Life

-(Hate) Desire to Love

GODBLESSMYLIFE

IT IS FOR THE COUNTLESS BLESSINGS, OFFERED BY THE PRESENCE OF THOSE WHO COMPRISE MY EXISTENCE; THAT I AM BOND AND INDEBTED TO, UNTILL THE LAST OF MY MOMENTS.

I AM TRULY GRATEFUL FOR MY BIRTH, SINCERELY AWARE OF THE GOOD FORTUNE THAT HAS BEEN BESTOWED UP ON ME, FOR LIFE IS FULL OF GIFTS. PRECIOUS AND PRICELESS LOVE!!!!!!

THANKS TO EVERY ONE, FOR WHICH LIFE WOULD BE INCOMPLETE WITH OUT.

I LIVE FOR YOU.